Hello this is John with Jesus’ message for Friday April 19th 2013.
Since early April I have felt blocked and tired, and so channeling just has not happened. In order to give you a picture of what I have been experiencing I have printed up my complete communication with Jesus from April 12th through the 18th just as it occurred, because I thought some of you might find it of interest. Jesus’ main message starts after the line across the page. John.
Jesus Channeled Friday April 12th 2013 13.10. Blog # 142 04/19/13.
Me: Good afternoon, dear Jesus. Thanks for your last message. Can we start a new one to post tomorrow night, please? Today seems to be another “blah” day for me. I have an acceptance of life as I am experiencing it, but no enthusiasm for it. Anyhow, if you are happy to do so, please dictate.
J: Good afternoon, John. You know that I am always happy to offer you a message which you can share on the blog.
You are not alone in experiencing the blahs. Everyone is adjusting to the new energies surrounding you which are unfamiliar and tiring. As you adjust this will change and you will feel far more energized, peaceful, and content. Hang in there, you are all doing great work for which you are divinely honored, and the rewards for your efforts are getting very close to being revealed to you. Pray, meditate, and persist, knowing that your Father is taking care of you in every moment, and that joy is to overwhelm you.
Me: Thanks, but I don’t feel motivated by life, nor do I feel any enthusiasm, just the blahs, as I said above. Anyway please dictate an uplifting and inspiring message for me to share. (close, 1.20pm through Thursday April 18 11.11am) Well, either I didn’t or couldn’t listen or hear you. I am sorry, can you please start over, and help me to relax and hear. My failure to make contact with you or Saul over the last week or so has depressed me as has my lack of enthusiasm to do so!
J: Good morning John.
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How could you possibly be unworthy of the substance of your being?
There is no such thing as “failure.” It is just another aspect of the illusion that you use to beat yourself up – or others! Just let it go, like all other forms of judgment which serve only to distract you from being yourself — namely Love.
That is what you are; you have just forgotten and have come to believe that you need to receive It, when in fact you always have It in abundance. If you do not experience It, that is because you have chosen to judge yourselves as being without It, in need of It, and by making that judgment you have effectively chosen to block It out, believing yourselves unworthy of It. And so you seek It, frequently in ways that cannot possibly help you to find It.
How could you possibly be unworthy of the substance of your being? You were created in Love, by Love, from Love – there is nothing else – which is just another word that signifies God, the Source of all that exists, and of which every sentient being is an essential and inseparable part. Separation from that Source is inconceivable, unachievable, utterly impossible. You are constantly and eternally one with God, period. No further discussion of this divine truth has any meaning. You are all eternally loved and cherished by your heavenly Father, and nothing can change that, ever.
Quite often, a large quantity of the time that you think you are spending reasoning or thinking logically about an issue is in fact spent in judgment, self-doubt, and self-justification, as you try to convince yourself — “I know I am right, this is right and I need to explain to him where he is at fault” — leading to resentment, anger, and depression, as you realize that you cannot change the other person’s perception. Of course you can change your own, but to do so would be a sign of weakness, an admission that you were wrong and that he was right!
Stop taking things personally because doing so just loads you up with anger and resentment which eat away at your self-respect and self-esteem, making you feel bad about yourself. When you make the choice to cease taking things personally you cease to be offended; you feel freer, lighter, and life flows more smoothly and easily for you. Much of your discontent, your dissatisfaction with life comes from allowing what others say or do to upset you. And you tend to be very good at justifying those feelings : “How could he have said or done that, does he not see how he has hurt me? It’s so unfair!”
When you choose not to be offended you are effectively accepting yourself instead of accepting another’s nonacceptance of you. When you accept yourself, instead of trying to justify yourself to yourself, you place yourself in a position from which you can observe yourself with kindness and compassion. Then you are able to become aware of any aspects of yourself that are, or appear to be, unloving and make a choice to release or change them.
Trying to change yourself because someone else has judged an aspect of you as unacceptable does not work. Yes, you may hide or disguise that aspect because it has been so judged (maybe you even feel ashamed of it), but it lives on within you, causing bitterness and resentment because of the judgment from another that you experienced.
After a judgment has been made and accepted, even if you do not agree with it, it is very difficult to look at what has been judged dispassionately; but if you do not take things personally, then another’s judgment will not offend or unsettle you and you will be able to hear it and assess its validity with practical impartiality.
You are all divine beings rediscovering that you are in essence One, even though your present experience is as an individual coping with the problems with which separation presents you – confusion, misunderstanding, conflict, nonacceptance, judgment. And rediscovery of your Oneness occurs when you spend time quietly listening to your intuition, to your spiritual nature, to your true self, lovingly assisted by those in the spiritual realms whom you call on for guidance. You are always enveloped in the field of divine Love, but the busyness of your daily lives distracts you from it, leading you away towards situations of stress and conflict, and other unloving states that hide Reality from you.
When you follow the news, whether through the mainstream media or through alternate sites and networks, much of it is depressing, frightening, and seemingly very real. That is why it is essential that you spend time daily, quietly communicating with your friends in the spiritual realms, and seeking their support and guidance. What they offer you will raise your spirits and reassure you that you are one with them, with God, and that Love is the answer, the only answer in every situation.
For eons you have bought into the enormous fallacy that betrayal, conflict, war, and suffering are inevitable aspects of life on Earth, and this is constantly re-emphasized by the endless twenty-four-hour news cycles reporting on events of that kind. It does not have to be like that; in fact, it is utterly unnatural, but you constructed the illusion to experience separation: an unreal and inconceivable state. And separation is fearful – me … by myself … alone … and under constant threat.
You have tried to establish peace and stability through force of arms, and over the eons that method has proved time and time again that it does not work, because those in power always abuse their positions.
However, the truth of the concept that all are one and that the thoughts, words, and actions of each affects everyone else is finally becoming widely understood, and groups are forming all over the world with the intent to join together in peace, harmony, and love to resolve all your worldly problems. These groups are open to the field of divine Love enveloping the planet and it is influencing them powerfully and effectively.
As these groups grow, develop, intermingle, and communicate – as they are doing, constantly – amazing results will be achieved quite rapidly in the collective move away from enforcement and into peaceful and harmonious cooperation. It is only a very few who wish to maintain the status quo, and their supporters are falling away as the field of divine Love draws ever more of you into its loving and most enticing embrace. A vision of peace and harmony has been developing within humanity that is gaining widespread acceptance and changing forever your collective intent. That vision will be achieved!
Your loving brother, Jesus.
Astonishing! Thank you.
Very uplifting, indeed! I’ve been receiving similar messages (just from differently named sources).
Thank you for this. It brings us much hope in a seriously needful time.
Julie
Dear John, thank you for sharing your experience in such a transparent way.
I suppose many of us go through these cleansing processes that leave us feeling down and out. Your message confirms that God and our pure Light family love you/us dearly and hold you/us in deepest honour and esteem, regardless of how you/we may feel.
The messages transmitted through your blessed channel always fill me with peace, reassurance and love — and your pace is respected.
To all of us: May your experience of our Mother/Father God’s unending Love grace you with the peace and joy, which you long for, which you know are your ultimate reality!
Dear John!!!
I thank you for this beautiful message from our beloved Jesus.From my heart Love,Joy and Blessings to you.
Marija
Thank you dear John and loving brother Jesus for giving us one more beautiful message. You know that we missed you. Thank you John for sharing with us reasons for not being able to send message earlier, we all get times with some ‘interference’ in ‘communication lines’. Thank God that Divine Plan is really enfolding.
With much love and light
Thank you Jesus for your loving words.
Thank you John for your hard work.
Don’t be sorry when you are too tired to leave a message.
It’s OK.. You have the right to rest. Please accept it.
I know what you are going through. I’ve been feeling the way you do for a long time.
Tired. Having a lot of “blah” days. No motivation, No enthusiasm. I have felt for a long time that my body was a wreck. And lately, anger and impatience.
I have gone through all kind of emotions. I’ve tried to fight that lack of motivation and other negative emotions until I realize that it was making things worse.
I decided to accept all these emotions without fighting. I observe them and ask for help (God or creator) to release them to the cosmos.
Of course, sometimes I still fail (LOL).
But then, I realize how lucky I’m to know what I know. And I’m so lucky to be conscious of the help I receive from those beautiful entities from the Higher Realms.
I had so many wonderful experiences since everything started for me in May 2009. My dog left and he opened doors for me. He is my soul brother. He is a light warrior. He has help me so much. Physically and mentaly.
If I had such a hard time hearing the messages (being conected to my Higher Self and my beautiful Guides) most of the times it was because of the struggles going inside me. I’m the only one responsible for these battles going on inside. So I’ve decided to let go.
They told me that I had everything inside me but the connections were not good because of all that negativity still inside me and that transformation our body is going through. it is just a question of time.
This wonderful Web site I found a couple of months ago has help me a lot to understand what we are going through and the messages channeled come from our wonderful and loving brother Jesus even though he prefers to be called Jeshua.
http://www.jeshua.net.
When I read your messages and theirs (that site belong to a couple), I can feel that extraordinary Energy coming from Jesus.
Thank you so much again for your help and “courage” (hang on) as we say in French. We will come out of this illusion.
Danielle
French part of Belgium.
PS: Forgive me for the way I wrote this message. All the mixed up ideas. I’m tired and English is not my native language.
Who holds our heart’s companion so still, who is already Love where no body ever moves, and sings such a silence in color’s blue hue
Hints of delight assemble here at edges of creation, where golden horizon sparkles in neutrino’s light passion
Collection’s spare, invisible as air, where lighter fare accumulates like when responsive so delicate, gentle is the robber of all our despair
Flow with Peace, and Love with compassion, within every speck, an energy hue in clear blue sky view
I know of a group. They have created the Fix the World Project. A new way of doing business, in love consciousness. It feels like they are positioning themselves and working out the kinks then it will seem like they are coming out of the wood work. I’m excited for the unfolding.
John, I truly appreciate your transparency –the “blahs” are a common experience for many of us. This message really spoke to me. Jesus’ messages are invariably so reassuring and encouraging and offer practical strategies for passing through this state. Bless you for hanging in there.
this is really simple when you think about it! we tend to overcomplicate things,this is what keeps everyone distant
Hi sweet and pure John 🙂
Thank you for being the conduit for Jesus’ beautiful and reassuring messages to uplift us whenever they come to you! I too, and many many around me have been very tired and draggy, kind of unmotivated feeling, lately as well. I received a very healing and reassuring message the other day from the spiritual realms when i was about to judge an member in my family about sitting around apathetically and doing nothing (in my perception), which was also i realized a reflection of how i was feeling about my own contributions to being more loving and compassionate in the world to others. Simply that message is that we are, all of us ( awake, aware and unaware with our heartfelt intentions), doing the work just by being 🙂 We are multi-dimensional beings of 100% pure Light (which is hard for our human minds in their form limitations within “time and space” concepts to grasp as we as to describe in words), and when we are tired we are actually connnecting to another part of ourselves (perhaps even being channelled by others somewhere else in the world or beyond unknowingly 🙂 and in service. This is as Jesus says, happening more and more as we adjust during this transition “shifting” period to full conscious awakening and re-membering, re-wiring so to speak, of our long conditioned mind patterns of unworthiness, shame and blame so that we may allow more of our true beingness and high vibration light to come through into our “new” physically transformed bodies and mind. When we are “tired and draggy feeling” we are often not so quick nor in the mood to overuse our analytical minds where the ego can more easily slip through into our thoughts and questions and distract the process. Therefore, our amazingly dedicated host of loving spiritual friends and guides, including our Higher Self soul aspects, can more easily do their work, even in other parts of this planet (as was shown to me for my family member :), using the larger, actually unlimited perspective and what we call “magical” (Divine) abilities of the higher vibrational realms to help others and help us to prepare for the joy and bliss that is to come for all on Mother Earth and beyond very soon! Keep doing your amazing and merciful work on all levels dearheart and be confident that you are doing enough…you are enough!!! We need you and honour you for your love and dedication to humanity and to your own spiritual growth! 🙂
With so much love and appreciation,
Hugs, Julia-naa 🙂
Hello John,
Thank you for today’s message. I am happy to see that you are back. I send you healing, love, light and joy. take care of yourself.
Céline
Good to have you back, John. Don’t worry. just keep on doing with your feeling and everyonne will get it’s share of the wisdom you share with love. Thanks to you and to these Masters that transmits that much love
Jacques
Incredible! Thank you John! These are always sooo very powerful and directly loving for me. They reaffirm all of our Divinities. Thank you – I hope you let this really in your heart from myself and ALL who read these channels even those that you can feel, but do not make themselves known.
Much Love and Light dear brother in Light,
Carolyn
John, it is to endearing when such a powerful communicator admits to feeling the same way as so many of us have recently. I can’t tell you how many people I’ve had this conversation with — how we all feel so “blah”, so “empty”, so devoid of emotion. It appears it is all part of the loving process we are experiencing at this moment of now. I was concerned about my own feelings until I heard from others that they were in the same “place”. Thank you for sharing your own momentary fears and thank you for sharing this divine wisdom.
~Janie~
Hello John, Such a wonderful and loving letter to us all. I am pleased to know that there are more of us going through the same emotions and that there is a great and wonderful loving light at the end of the tunnel..Blessings and Love. and a big hug…………Mazie
Dear John
Thank you for your courage and love in bringing this message through to us all. So very much gratitude for your service. I love this message from our beloved Jesus.
thank you both.. I have been having a version of these blahs too, it is so reassuring to hear that we are not alone.. ❤
Thank you John & Jesus, for sharing that we are not alone in feeling
“down times” in our lives. I am truely grateful to you John, for being true to yourself and us, in sharing that being a channel does not make us immune to the many energy iebbs and flows. You both have inspired me tremendously this day and given me much needed support.
May you be healthy, supported and embraced in Love. Sky*
Thank you John. I love you and your work. I hope you will feel better. You are wonderful.
Outstanding story there. What happened after?
Thanks!
Dearest John, On April 19th 2013
The above message from our beloved Jesus was just perfect for me today. reading it now, strengthened me greatly? Thank you to be soooooo open and with it “vulnerable”. All your messages give me every time great joy, great great joy. They are all so pure and uplifting.
I remember when I first read some message by this person John Smallman, I wanted to know more about this John. I got into the interview by a journalist with you, forgotten his name, but the interview was so profound that I knew, this was for real. At the end of the interview, you made me cry, when you said – with a moved voice – “I want to go home” as I have such feelings quite often too. Eventually the journalist cried and I joined in as well, it was so moving and pure. As I’m writing this, my tears are blocking my sight.
So please, no apology is needed when the channelling does not always flow. We have a physical body still that needs to be cared for too, and needs a good night sleep. When we are too tired, negative thoughts are easy to enter.
I thank you again for all your wonderful work, and I’m sending you love and blessings, may you realise how precious your work is.
With much love
From Claire, australia
Demais!